hello hello my fellow earthlings! (:

hahah just to clear any confusion (well hopefully there isnt many! (: )... i am not leaving singapore... YET (:

i'm only gonna leave in year 5/ JC 1 for a matriculation course which will save me a year in JC. or maybe i could go to hotchkiss instead! haha (: never gonna happen. =/

ok so now thats done. im gonna talk about the people i hate! haha nah its not some kind of bashing them, backstabbing or anything like that. i just wanna say some stuff about them. nothing bad i promise(:

please read this first:

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF THIS POST HURT ANYONE IN ANY WAY. IM SORRY. BUT ITS AN ATTEMPTED WAKEUP CALL. SO YES IM SORRY. AND I CANNOT STRESS ON THE SORRY. CAUSE IF I HURT ANYONE... I'LL FEEL REAL BAD AND IT'LL STAY ON MY CONSCIENCE. AND TRUST ME IT'LL STAY. SO PLEASE ACCEPT THIS APOLOGY OR ELSE DONT READ ON... THANK YOU! ;DDDDD

well sorry if you are one of the ones that i might not favour that much. xP well you must have done something wrong or irritating to have angered me. and im sorry that we have this i hate you, you hate me relationship. i mean i can seriously try to be your friend! im a nice person (or so i've been told) and i mean. i wouldnt go around talking shit about you. i mean unless you talk shit about me la. i mean i'll come at you full force! haha (: well it is quite obvious to the people i hate that i hate them. well at least i do not pretend to be your friend, cause i mean, i know how it feels like to know that someone hates you but you are also hesitant. i know its difficult. so yeah i just show it. sorry to the people that i hate! i mean i guess everyone has some good in them.. but i mean if you do why not show it right? instead of all the backstabbing, lies, deceit and war. i mean you keep out of my way and i keep out of yours, and i mean we're all set! i mean i have tried to forget about the past year (which by the way sucked! with all the drama.2v is so low key that im calm now;DD) i have left behind the enemies, ignored you and did not talk or bother you one bit. but why the fuck do you keep doing this to me?!??! i mean if you want a challenge i'll give it to you but unless i know i have done something wrong.

when i say something bad about someone i feel the guilt. seriously i do! sometimes i do just sit back and wonder how you guys feel like. i mean with all the negative comments about yourself, must be hard. but i mean if you didnt want those comments in the first place... DONT DO ANYTHING THAT WILL PISS PEOPLE OFF! durh. but i men yeah its quite hard sometimes if its your personality that people hate. its difficult to change i admit. so dont go trying to change yourself. cause it MIGHT just make things plenty worst anyways.

and YOU hhahah it might or might not be you reading this that i am referring to... but you could just hear me out.
you might think your the best in the whole freaking world. but seriously.. YOUR NOT and im being the most honest that i can be. cause nobody is perfect.. so you can seriously STOP complaining about your life which is already so freaking luxurious. money is not the fucking answer to everything. you're not the prettiest either, sorry if you had to hear that.. but your not... your not good in what you do though you think you're great.. you think everyone likes you when in actual fact (no offence) but nobody freaking likes you. so stop filling the void with hatred for people who do not even do anything fucking thing to you. and YOUR NOT FREAKING POPULAR!!! so stop sucking up and boasting about anything you do. cause there is bound to be someone better than you anyways. so just fucking SHUTUP.

oh and another thing... its like your trying to find fault in EVERYTHING that i right. but you know what you should do... READDDDD! understand my intensions. i do not want to start another world war 3. (cause i think i've started a few last year without knowing it) read what i write. i say no offence cause i do not want you to feel hurt about all this.. cause its not to make you feel bad. i might be saying too much about my own little essay there... but im trying to give you a wakeup call cause you seem to keep hitting the freaking snooze button everytime without giving it a chance.

and yes.. you keep talking about happiness, about how the world is filled with anger. to me... i think the one with the most anger.. is you, keeping it all bottled up inside. you're not happy, you want everyone to be happy and not have anger cause you are always the victim.

and again the OTHER you hahah. another person i mean. the last line was for a person. the others are for well... more than one hahah! (:

and you... stop acting all smart and bossy. cause you think people like you. BUT THEY DONT! you know why? cause i mean i know you, you have a great personality (VERY VERY low on E.Q though (emphasize on the VERY)) but you're a freaking showoff and suck up. you're not the smartest in class bitch. you dont have to go around rolling your eyes whenever someone gets a higher mark than you... i mean yeah i admit, you have a pretty big brain(and a head to match) but your not using it properly! i mean you could actually think things through before actually saying things cause you are down right rude to our teachers and also to our fellow classmates. you cannot treat teachers like they are you fellow classmates(though you act like they are beneath you) you cannot ALWAYS rebuttle(?) everything the teacher say. you cannot treat classmates like they were your dogs. you cannot think that you are the best in EVERYTHING. AND when people arent even looking at you. do not go picking a fight, i mean i know you LOVE the attention but dont do that. it is so fucking irritating that i feel like punching your already flat face every single day. they arent disturbing you.... dont pick a fight. and yeah i have a feeling you have a crush on every single guy in class(yuck) but i mean do not keep shouting at them for no apparent reason. and yes... we can tell you like them cause you do that flirty laugh everytime you talk to them. its so irritating. you know what? on that ONE day you didnt come to school... class was actually quiet, calm, fun and not irritating. at least i could hear myself think in english class. oh and yeah... if you think you're pretty.. and that your nickname is a compliment... wow you must really be desperate for attention.

oh and yes.. you are all bitches.(no offence) (and its not referring to the people reading this... i mean unless you know that its you that im talking about. its quite simple to tell who im talking about anyways.)

hahah hey ya'll! i tried to make my xanga look nicer, hope it helped?

hhaha not my fault i'm like a xanga fool! im super blur now O.O

anyways. i guess i'll 2 blogs now!! whooo i'll see which one is better then i'll make a decision sooner or later (:

anyways... BYEBYE!! (: